Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Confusion

Hello, My Friends.
  Today is a Wednesday and i am confronted with a new problem. You see, Since i am a 3rd year student getting a diploma in a specialty field, isn't it logical that i should get a job related to what i had been studying for this long? But reality speaking, i stink at what i have been doing so far, No one ever said that i was good enough for the world. My previous attachments have only showed nothing but a lot of problems with my character mainly big problem with human communication, sales and skills. The thing is that i don't want to do something that i know i am not good in for the next two to three years, how do i know that i am not good; well because i was given 3 years to exhibit my potential but nothing wonderful happened, my skills is way below my other classmates.
  Therefore i thought i might do better with children, So i applied myself as an English teacher for a Kindergarten center. However i met with disagreement all around... WHAT should i do?

Sunday, 26 February 2012

A peaceful Night

Hello, my friends.
  It is Monday now, and most of us has work later therefore they are tuning in early now. Even so, i do not have work or school later hence i am able to not sleep too early. Hmm, is it weird to address you all as friends even though we never even met? How do everyone define friends? Must it be people you have to meet in person? Can the meeting be only once in a lifetime, and you can consider that person as a friend? For me, Friends is those people who does not harm me, Harm as in little potential threat. They may sometime be unwilling to help you in some things but i don't think because of that reason you can break friendship. What do you all think about this? Who is friend? And what does a friend really need to do? Do you guys feel that friends are the most important things in your life?
  There have been instances where friends who were a backstabber, but for some strange reasons you are still friends with people like that. I had a friend who could not keep her mouth shut about stuff which led to some consequences that could have ended really badly, but after that incident we are still best of friends. Strange isn't it?
  In this peaceful night, i am thinking of such a queer question. What about enemies then? How to define enemies?

Saturday, 25 February 2012

Why Fate-Hime?

Hello, My Friends.
  There has been a couple of friends who had asked me why i named myself Fate-Hime, i totally adore Japanese culture therefore HIME is their word for Princess. Now, Princess here does not mean a pampered and wealthy person, over here it means a protector. Have you ever heard that being a prince or princess of a kingdom means that the person have to sacrifice even his/her own life in order to protect their people? Afterall, a Ruler and his children cannot exist if there is no one following them. So, Fate-Hime actually means a protector of Fate, I am actually quite a believer in Fate and so i trust that it was fate that brought us to where we are now and the decisions/people we make and meet. Hence i want to protect it, my Fate.
  In order that it would be safe, for my future and as well for the people around me.
  It is as thought without Fate i would lose my sense of direction.
  Which is kinda true, seeing that i am so bad with directions, i even lose my way in an MRT station.
  Anyway, hope to have answered your question.

Cheers; Fate-Hime.
Hello, My Friends.
 This is Fate, and it is my first time i blogged. So this is all new to me.
Well, i should try to Introduce myself.
I am in my 20s and currently i am a final year student in Ngee Ann polytechnic.
Although i have not graduated yet. :)
I want to start blogging as i like writing very much. And it is my dream to be a writer someday.
Since this is my first blog, i think i should keep this short.
Do wait for my next posting,
Cheers; Fate-Hime.